scawwy pcs: karlach

[drymonster]

you'd think i'd set up posts in advance eventually

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[drymonster]

Hmm. If you're thinking about eating me, I've been told I'm extremely dry, for the record.

[ sighs. man!!! ]

Sorry. It really sucks that this is happening to you.

[ablazement]

[the way she is actually sort of vaguely thinking about eating him after he says this, help me.]

Shouldn't be. [she growls, still grinning.] You're going to regret not killing me when you had the chance.

[drymonster]

[ IT'S FINE he has faith in pesto's barrier quality..... :stressed: ]

Maybe. But I don't think anyone was really equipped to deal with it in the moment, and voting for you wasn't really an option when we had another culprit who probably didn't have a partner.

Though I think some of them probably would have refused to vote for you anyway.

[ablazement]

[there's just a heavy weight of despairing thoughts at that. just like, so much she can't even breathe at it.

she coughs. spits blood to the side.]

[drymonster]

Oh, whoa. Are you okay?

[ablazement]

[okay, well

she laughs at that, giggling weakly.]

Best I've. Best I've ever been.

[drymonster]

[ shit. i am so bad at this stuff. ]

Sorry. I guess that sounded like a more positive thing in my head. It's just— you know, people want to have more time with you and talk to you as yourself again before it's over.

[ablazement]

Yeah. Yeah, they all want.

[another cough.]

It is. Positive.

[drymonster]

...I guess that doesn't make things any easier.

[ablazement]

I still killed someone! Positivity only goes so far.

[she says, cheerfully. sort of.]

[drymonster]

The monster did it, not you. Killing someone here was the last thing you wanted to do. And if you're going to blame yourself for that, you're blaming everyone else who ended up in the same situation.

[ablazement]

[a huff of a laugh.]

There's no fucking blame in it. Positivity just doesn't bring him back.

[drymonster]

Well. Yeah. ...Honestly, I hate shallow positivity bullshit. I'm way out of my wheelhouse in situations like this.

But you can be sad and angry that he died for this stupid cult without saying "I" killed him.

[ablazement]

[her tail flicks back and forth, agitated.]

Yeah, okay. Sure. Tell me how to talk, too.

[drymonster]

My point is that you — Karlach, minus this dumb monster who should stay out of the conversation — shouldn't be including yourself as a significant factor in this equation. The cult chose to activate your monster and incite it to kill someone. You were just handcuffed to that monster and along for the shitty ride.

Which, like— it fucking sucks to have your agency taken away like that, so looking at it that way may not feel any better! But you shouldn't be looking at it as you hurting someone. The cult's always been the villain here, so let's just take this out on them.