02 June 2025 @ 07:04 pm
crau3 pcs: alex  
how does he sign up to go to superhell instead of regular hell because that place sucked
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Alex: pic#17868464[personal profile] bxkautx on July 11th, 2025 04:30 am (UTC)
Some loops I make everyone hate me. [ stop lapsing into present tense. ] Like, just make the worst choices possible and say horrible things to everyone. Other times everything is perfect. Everyone is a best friend or—more.

And the reset still comes. And none of it carries over.

It makes sense to lose parts of yourself to that. Over time, the tide takes things away and there's no use fighting it.

[ ... ]

So. Do you think it's worth escaping those boundaries if it has to be an annoying place like this?
matsuno todomatsu (゚ε^* )彡☆: you really mailed that one in[personal profile] drymonster on July 11th, 2025 05:06 am (UTC)
Well, I wouldn't say yes regardless of how I felt because this shit sucks and I refuse to give it any credit on principle.

But. I don't know. I mean, even there we've been gradually getting worse over the years, just in small enough increments that no one complains. So I can't even really say, like, "It would have been fine if only I'd never eaten the fruit from the tree of knowledge" or whatever.
Alex: pic#17868466[personal profile] bxkautx on July 11th, 2025 05:10 am (UTC)
[ that's fair. ]

Like incremental changes over time? Exaggerations that become the new default, then exaggerate again from there.

... Well. Personally, I get really annoyed when people hear about my life and immediately start offering advice I didn't ask for, like they think I'm too stupid to have considered whatever they thought up in two seconds. But I'm gonna do the same thing to you. [ self awareness does not make this less annoying, alex. ]

What about the items, here? You got one, right? From killing Yoru.
matsuno todomatsu (゚ε^* )彡☆: and i'm like [personal profile] drymonster on July 11th, 2025 12:03 pm (UTC)
[ nods. ]

Yeah, that's definitely what I'm going to use it for. I'm just... still trying to figure out the right approach and how I need to phrase it to make sure it doesn’t get undone like everything else.
Alex: pic#17783674[personal profile] bxkautx on July 11th, 2025 06:25 pm (UTC)
Right? It's probably like a monkey's paw, "be careful what you wish for" situation. If you don't think it through, it's gonna backfire.

So what have you got so far?