[ i feel like scaramouche can probably get the impression from The Vibes that this confession was largely a calculated decision to do preemptive damage control rather than anything more noble than that because he really doesn't put nearly as much effort into his facade with him as he does with nicer people. ]
I'm kind of hoping so, because I'd still rather not die if I have a choice. But it's not the end of the world if I do either.
[ though being on the same side as yoru now would probably be very awkward. ]