Pretty sure he always believes he's going to, he just drops it five minutes in when everything doesn't go exactly the way he imagined it and hopes no one notices that he didn't actually do shit after he made such a big deal out of it.
[ he is the exact opposite, as the one who does things but never tells anyone. ]
[ shit i missed this but THE FUCKING DOUBLE PUNCH OF THE NAME BEING SEBASTIAN HELP ME... clearly THE name for vampire victims
anyway, todomatsu looks... uncomfortable after that memory ends. not nervous or anything, but just like he was looking at something that was a little more familiar than he liked. getting lured in with the promise of a nice time by someone you at least kind of thought you could trust — though there was nothing sexy or romantic about his connection, it was just fucking atsushi — only to be handed off to someone else as a meal and left with nothing but regret and resentment afterward when you wake up to find that though the episode may have ended, the blank tape is still running.
cool.
his hand goes to cover the bite scars on his neck. ]
[ sebastace is what i'm calling him during this transition period even though that just looks like i'm shipping him with ace ]
Oh, no, fuck that, he totally had it coming. 10/10 on the decision, no notes.
There have just been a couple of instances where someone got their revenge and it was like, well, that was cool, but unfortunately everything still sucks just as much as it did before, so it ends up feeling like kind of a letdown.
[ one was someone else's memory, one might have been his own.
finally bringing his hand back down from his neck ]
I guess that wouldn't have been the case here, though. You got to free those prisoners afterward, right?
Thank you. No one's told me otherwise so fair, but it is rather validating.
[ ALL MY HOMIES HATE CAZADOR. AAAA. ]
This is one situation where it would be impossible for me to not be worth it. Every damn moment of it was worth it. [ minus the moral quandry of killing 7000 spawns and ascending or not. ]
... Yes. Hopefully we won't be hearing about a slew of vampire attacks in the Underdark in the future.
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[ he is the exact opposite, as the one who does things but never tells anyone. ]
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[ his heart's there but the witherall to see it through is not. he understands.
anyway, you wanted some vampiric bs? ]
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anyway, todomatsu looks... uncomfortable after that memory ends. not nervous or anything, but just like he was looking at something that was a little more familiar than he liked. getting lured in with the promise of a nice time by someone you at least kind of thought you could trust — though there was nothing sexy or romantic about his connection, it was just fucking atsushi — only to be handed off to someone else as a meal and left with nothing but regret and resentment afterward when you wake up to find that though the episode may have ended, the blank tape is still running.
cool.
his hand goes to cover the bite scars on his neck. ]
...Did you do it?
Kill that guy, I mean.
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Kill my master?
Yes, of course I did.
[ it was fucking wonderful. ]
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Nice.
[ he nods approvingly, but then kind of pauses thinking about another memory he's seen today. ]
...Was it satisfying?
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…
It was, yes. I’m not going to pretend to be a bigger or better person and claim I had a moral quandary over it.
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Oh, no, fuck that, he totally had it coming. 10/10 on the decision, no notes.
There have just been a couple of instances where someone got their revenge and it was like, well, that was cool, but unfortunately everything still sucks just as much as it did before, so it ends up feeling like kind of a letdown.
[ one was someone else's memory, one might have been his own.
finally bringing his hand back down from his neck ]
I guess that wouldn't have been the case here, though. You got to free those prisoners afterward, right?
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Thank you. No one's told me otherwise so fair, but it is rather validating.
[ ALL MY HOMIES HATE CAZADOR. AAAA. ]
This is one situation where it would be impossible for me to not be worth it. Every damn moment of it was worth it. [ minus the moral quandry of killing 7000 spawns and ascending or not. ]
... Yes. Hopefully we won't be hearing about a slew of vampire attacks in the Underdark in the future.